2011 is almost over~!

2011 will be over in a couple of hours (and it's already over in the Eastern part of the world. So Happy New Years to those in the East already~♥!) The year has somewhat flown by. A lot of things have happened of course, maybe even more than other years. People die and new baby's are born into this world.

Basically 2011 is the year...
... I had my appendix removed, because it was inflamed. This was also my first operation and my first time staying overnight in a hospital
... One of my rabbits died =( It made me very sad. I stayed up for some nights watching her even though I was exhausted (because I still went to school) But I should always remember, if she had continued living, her life may have not been as fun as it should be and maybe she just couldn't be happy any more with all those health issues she had.
... I went to Cambridge ♥ This was my first trip without my parents to a foreign country  it was so much fun even though we still had to go to school there and many times I almost fell asleep. But it was so nice being with friends and spending time with them. And the formal dinner was awesome, even though the food was bad (but it was still free..? *Asian optimism* lol
... I finally reached the 4th form of VWO, which basically means I'm in my "second phase" of secondary school. So I'm half-way done with my secondary school. I know I still have a long way with studying and all but hopefully I can find the motivation to keep studying so I will have a steady future to live in and be able to support my parents with my own money.
... I failed to get a job One of the reasons is because I'm way too scared, yes I'm very shy in real life and I don't dare to go somewhere and ask if I can work there. And another reason is I was too young to get a job in the first half of 2011. I know where I want to try to get a job, the only thing I need now is courage. But I have decided the first thing I'll do in the 2012 is go there and ask if they have work for me ^^

And I'm starting to feel lazy now so I'm going to end this post, but there's only one thing left I want to say:
Happy New Year~!
Hope you spend New Year's Eve with your loved ones, spend a lot of time with them, or go party like there's no tomorrow xd kekeke

Resolutions? A bit too good to be true?

So I had quite a list of "resolutions" for this year... But as the title of this post already says... A bit too good to be true?

1. Keep updating this blog. I've just started so I still have to get used to it and all. Cooping with school and everything else and keep blogging.
2. Lose weight/fat. This was on my list last year as well, but I failed pretty hard. Let's say I want to lose about 4-5 kg/8.8 lbs or so (if the converter is correct xd)
3. Try to get as much 8 hours of sleep as I can. It's better for my skin and I also heard that you'll eat more if you don't sleep enough so... who knows.
4. Exercise everyday. This one is actually related to losing weight/fat. I want to try and run for at least 20 min. every school day. And for about 1 hour in the weekends. Of course I'll run slowly, I would die if I had to run fast for so long :')
5. Apply sun screen every day. Many make-up gurus keep saying you have to apply sun screen, especially if you're treating acne. I still need to buy a good sun screen, because I think the current one I'm using on my face, breaks me out. Shut out the UV-rays!
6. I want to sew some clothes. Lol, I don't know if this is influenced by my sister, but I do want to make some simple clothes/things, if I can succeed. 
7. Don't slack off so much! Oh gosh, I slack off way too fast. And especially now, that I've made my life even busier (hehe, I'm an idiot) I can't afford to slack off, otherwise it'll cost me my sleep.

Those were basically my "resolutions". Well, how many did I keep up with...?

I guess I'm one of those stereotype girls that make resolutions, keep it up for 1 month or so. And then fall into their old habits and fail their resolutions.


Yes, I failed pretty much all of my resolutions. But let me try and "make it better" so I'm not completely a failure..?

1. Updating the blog was kinda hard some times. There were really busy weeks for me with lotsa presentations I had to prepare and exam weeks... I'm starting to feel the pressure already for my final exams, even though they're still so far away... I've also started thinking about what I'm going to do in the future... Which I'm still not sure about.
2. Somewhere near the summer I started running outside every morning, for about 30 mins. Basically I still had school. And I had to leave for school at 7.30 which means I have to get up at 6.30. But if I want to run for 30 mins. it means I have to get up earlier to get ready and run. So I got up at 5.45 every morning even though I went to bed around 23.30 sometimes. For me that's not enough sleep. I lost weight, I was sort of happy, but I was exhausted. So eventually I understood I shouldn't push myself too hard and get enough sleep (it's probably also better for my studies =) Basically, I did lose weight for a while... But then I went on vacation and stuff... and I don't exercise on vacation and my dad always stuffs me with food so yeah... I gained weight =_= and never found the real "motivation" to exercise again. Oh, I also remembered I was really into ab exercises and all those strength training. I had rock hard abs but then I was out of the running for a while because I got hospitalized =_= and my abs got all pooch-y again... *sigh*
3. 8 hours of sleep was always a kind of issue to me. Getting up at 6.30 means sleeping at 22.30. Something that became quite impossible as I can't sleep that early... But lately I've been satisfied with at least 7 hours of sleep...? Maybe I will find the motivation one day to go to bed at 22.30 and get up at 5.30 or so x
4. Exercise... refer to point 2.
5. This one I kept up, pretty well. Only when I was in a real rush I skipped my sun screen (and rushed out of my house, to school) or sometimes I felt like I would be in the car for a few seconds, and outside for a few seconds and in shop in no time, so I just skipped. This was probably one of the easier resolutions >_<"
6. Sewing clothes was also pretty much a no-no for me. I'm not really a person that sews I guess. I'm too stupid for it. And I have no time. Maybe in the future when I really, really feel that I like sewing, I will do more. At the moment I'm more into crocheting etc. Learning to knit would also seem nice. =D
7. Slacking off... Refer to all points above xd kekeke. I guess it's just a part of me. I can't get rid of it. Procrastinating is also a part of me xd especially before tests. I learned I perform better under pressure like: "OMG, I ONLY HAVE 1 HOUR LEFT TO STUDY AND I STILL NEED TO STUDY X PARAGRAPHS O_O *big o-face* FUUUUUUU.jpg

I can't believe I typed this much in such a short time... This really is a random post O_O so I should wrap it up very quickly otherwise you the reader will get bored like hell.. xd wakaka

I'll continue with my New Resolutions for 2012 another post, so see yah! One last camwhore to top it it off!

xoxo

Merry Christmas (belated one)

So it's been a long time again *sigh* believe me I do have things I want to blog about. There are things in my head, but me being as stupid as I am have problems with getting it on the paper (err, in this case typing it out)

But I just wanted to say:
メリークリスマス! Merry Christmas! Even though it is a bit late :$ Forgive me please. Hope you all had a nice Christmas with all your loved ones, and ate amazingly delicious food and stuffed your face till you couldn't eat anymore. At least I did so =) >_<"

If I had a nice picture I could post I would to make give this post a more Christmas feeling, but I don't so, forgive me again >_<"

Instead I will post a cute picture of my bunny. She's so hen ke ai <3 Love her to death

Okay ah, I lied, I still have an ugly picture of myself I'm going to post. I did photoshop though, the lighting and I put on eyelashes lol omg, looks fake right? Bad quality makes face less ugly xd.

Anyway, I have a Christmas break right now. So I have lotsa time to blog hopefully! I have reviews and hauls and outfit posts.

Also I received an old "new" camera from my uncle. He doesn't use it anymore so I was allowed to use it now =) So I don't have to steal daddy's camera anymore, but still make good quality pictures. Though I still have to experiment a bit with all the functions, but I think it's going to be okay ah!

Wednesday, hopefully the PS3 will arrive at our home and I can finally GAME! OK, I shouldn't game to much and neglect blogging but yeah... I don't know how excited I will be about everything. We shall see.

This post was more rambling, hopefully I'll have other (more interesting) post up soon ^^!

xoxo Sushi Ninja Kitty