Out of running for a bit

I'm writing a quick post right now from a hospitalbed. I'll explain everything later because its a bit hard to type things I'm an iPod wIth 1 hand. I think I'll be released aroundo Monday or Tuesday

Xoxo *･゜ﾟ･*:.｡..｡.:*･'(*ﾟ▽ﾟ*)'･*:.｡. .｡.:*･゜ﾟ･*

Question?

Hiyaa,

I have a formal dinner somewhere in May I think, but I have some doubts about the dress I should wear. I know, it's kinda really early to be deciding that, but yeah... At least I have it decided already ~

Anyway, here are the pictures, sorry for 1 blurriness... it was kinda difficult to make clear pictures for some reason... maybe it's because of the mirror.

I do feel that the upper dress makes my legs skinnier...? but who knows, maybe by that time if I work ultra-super hard I'll have skinnier legs than I have now >.< Let's hope so, otherwise I'd be depressed =-= but you can't judge because I don't have a full body shot >.< Sorry! And btw, I know the mirror is a bit dirty :') whoops...

Personally, I feel like the bottom dress could be a bit,,, too much. Especially for a formal dinner. Normally I'd say, just do it, but I'm not sure now... Not to forget it could be a bit hard to combine with a small vest,,, because we have to cover our shoulders >.< annoying =-=

If I wear the left dress I will combine it with a belt, so my waist looks smaller =D

Anyway, I've run for 30 min. today and yesterday =D I'm trying to do this at least 3 times a week. But when I'm done with school earlier, I will do some extra. Gotta keep this up, I won't get results immediately.

OK, really I need your help! Thanks already if you feel like commenting ;)

xoxo

Skin crisis =(

I'm so depressed... It feels like almost my whole body is covered in things...

Face has pimples, and they keep dividing and become red =-= damn you! Some just keep coming back O-o. I have an urge to buy Queen Helen's Mint Julep mask, but it's not that easy to get here, but! My dad says we'll go to the Hague (Den Haag) again and over there there's a shop that sells it. I've heard so many good things about it, I really need to try it. But who knows how far away that is...

Face covered in pimples is not the only thing... The rest of my body has eczema... O.o booooo. It's so itchy. I know you have to restrain yourself from scratching, but damn, it's so hard. Especially if you're asleep, I wake up while I'm scratching O.O!

Maybe it's because I've been treating my skin badly...? Cold weather, no taking care of it, except for my face (face gets full attention) or it could be a freaking allergic reaction =-= damn the sensitive skin. I need to try and apply a special cream to my skin and don't scratch... But it's so hard~ :(

You guys have any tips on skin care.? I think I can handle my eczema since I've already had since I was little, but the pimples... Maybe it's just a phase. When my sister was this age she also had pimples on her cheeks...

Only thing I know is, don't pop the damn pimples >.< which is also quite hard. But I just need to face facts, if you pop them, you have a bigger chance of getting scars...

But on the bright side: Today was the first time I went for a run, and I felt really proud =D Now I've got to keep going until I get the most out of my body. The biggest obstacle is still food, it's just so delicious~ nom nom nom. Which reminds me, I think I'm going to eat French fries tonight O.O Nom nom, but oh so bad...

xoxoxo'

btw: Tomorrow I have to start sewing for my school project on one side I'm kind off excited, but on the other hand I feel like I'll fail pretty hard, my sewing skills are probably bad........ =-=

quick random update!

Boo~ For my feeling it's been so long ago since I last updated,,, I can barely remember. (but that could also mean I have a bad memory~ or my lack of sleep)


So... I've been meaning to update already for a couple of days. But I'm lazy... So frigging lazy :') All I did was hang around on the couch, or do workouts, which didn't do a lot for my feeling... because....


I think it's because of the lack of sleep, but I've been eating a lot. And I really mean A LOT! Insanely much... Bad~ I always feel bad after eating so much, not only like: GAH I ate too much, but even my tummy keeps telling me I ate too much >.<


I really think it's because of the lack of sleep (or I just need something to blame =-=) but I'm so tired lately :( Need to sleep more. But I'm a crazy person, I still get up early to go for a run on a couple of days. It's just the feeling satisfaction after a run, I think...


I made pictures today of another OOTD. But they're still on the card and I haven't transferred them to my laptop yet... I think I'll do tomorrow, hopefully, if I won't crash down on the couch totally exhausted.


OK, I'm really bad~ I still need to do homework =-= suckiee,,, and I want to workout... Stupid eating habits...


Boo~ I'm so impatient, but I think I have to wait a long long time before I lose fat... Maybe I'll never lose them~ (demotivation >-<)


Oh and btw, Happy Belated V-day! Hope the girls with bf's enjoyed their time together and the singles out there indulged themselves with ice cream (like me :$ no wonder I keep gaining fat)


Because it would be such a boring post if it would only be text, I'll add a "fun" picture, quickly taken with the webcam~ so expect BAD quality,,, tehe~

This picture is actually so wrong, why would you READ a maths book xd Silly me~

xoxo

PS. Sorry if I jump from one subject to the other, it's just how I am, I write about the things that are on my mind ;)

Cute mitts ^^

Phew, feel like I've been away for a very long time...? =-= I'm sitting behind my laptop, tired, even though I slept for 8 or 9 hours (bad~). This week I will go to bed on time!

But anyway, my mum went to do some shopping the day before yesterday. And she bought these cute mitts.

They're actually for children, but my hands are so small they fit~ They're so cute, ah! Especially the snow flake. My mum said they were also in a light pink colour but she bought this one because it won't get dirty as soon as a light colour (visibly at least)

Luckily spring is early this year, they say it already started ^^ and I notice it because I see some flowers growing in my garden and I think hay fever is starting again =-= 

My skin is also doing bad these days :( I've been breaking out on my cheeks and my right arm is covered in eczema... and I can't stop scratching! Any tips?

So that's about it~ short post, due to my laziness. Will try to "produce" better posts ;)

xoxo

Sale at YesStyle

Yeah, there are sales again at YesStyle. No I'm not trying to advertise (forreal at least) for them, just so you know. I love sales :3 Not sure if I'm going to buy stuff, poor daddy's wallet will cry if I do >.< maybe...

But I will make a wishlist, so I can look at it and think, gosh I wanna have that. And with a bit of luck I'll buy something.

They usually do have things on sale throughout the year, but they say it's a winter clearance now! Yeah :3

Kinda useless post I think... Sorry! But I've been trying to study History, or better said I actually had the whole afternoon off but ended up watching Fated to Love you and House... lol so me...

Anyway, I will study seriously now!

xx

PS. I'm going to try and run in the morning, for a couple of days, not every day though. Sure I won't keep up if I had to every day. But yeah... I want to burn fat >.< they say you burn more in the morning. Will I succeed...?

Project for school

There's an assignment for a subject called Cultural Education (for my feeling it's completely useless, too bad that I'm stuck with it for the next 3 1/2 years :/) and we have to sew a whole outfit. The theme is baroque. I will keep you updated on all the stuff and all. Like the end result and parts in between.

So, the idea is a big dress, lots of ruffles and lots of lace, if it's available. But it's always easy to have ideas and imagine it all, but when the practical work starts... it won't be that easy anymore >.< I don't know if I should trust my sewing skills. Because big dresses do need lots and lots of work. And if I'm correct the teacher wants it finished somewhere by the end of February... HOLY SH*T, even if we're with 3 persons (actually with 5, but the other 2 will probably make a hat or so...?) making a big dress like that... Inhuman, especially in that few time we have in class (50 min. every week), sketching will be homework and maybe even more... If I think hard about it we've got 2 weeks to work on it at school... *total de motivation* Hopefully I like sewing and I won't have that many problems, and I will learn things because I do want to sew more things in the future.

We made a moodboard but I'm not sure if I can get my hands on that.

I'm also a bit clueless about the amount of fabric we need. We do know what kind of fabric and so on (e.g. lace) but how much...? No clue... Any of you guys have a clue? Tell me please. The dress is for a mark, not like a really care, but I do want to try my best since I want try and sew clothes in vacations as well as I've said many times >.<

Actually everyone is clueless xd. I haven't got a clue about the fabric either... >.<

But I'll have an intense search right now and hopefully I'll find something useful O.O

xoxo I'll keep you posted~ 

Fashion Haul!

I went fashion shopping today! And there were huge SALES! So happy, because I've found some great stuff. And btw, I think I really am starting to love doing hauls ^^

All Stars! My 2nd pair. Before I saw these shoes I was like: "Ah well, I won't buy any All Stars anymore" But these were so cool. I think they look better when you actually wear them but still! Original price was €74.95 but I got it for €35,-

T-shirt from the Forever 18. They have amazingly cute t-shirts. I looove them! This one is so cute! I walked in and I immediately saw this one and I was like: "I wanna have that!" The panda is so cute, right? It cost me €7.99 not too expensive, but not a sales item.

2 Pullovers from Pimkie! Also very happy with these. I also wanted to buy the blue pullover in wine red colour, but they only had it in M, which was extremely oversized but the blue one is very nice as well, basic and oversized, something I wanted.
The Nordic print pullover cost me €12,- originally €24.97 or so..? And the blue pullover was €7,- and originally €24.97. They're nice and warm and feel quite soft

I forgot the name of the shop where I bought this, but I'm sure you can find it in many places, only not for this price, I think. I didn't really need a new lip butter, but I thought since it's only €2,- anyway AND it's organic and all, why not? It smells nice.

If you look really well you can find amazing things in sale. But usually it's the big sizes that are left, which is not very convenient for me >__<

But I had a nice shopping day, though I am kinda tired now. So I think I'm going to sleep soon.

  xoxo

Happy Chinese New Year!

I just wanted to say, Happy CNY. Gong hay fat choy! This time it's the year of the Rabbit. Just so it's not a boring post some more info.

The rabbit is seen as the most delicate animal from the 12. Rabbits are famous for their artistic sense and good sense. They're calm, romantic and enjoy their peaceful life. They're usually well-dressed too!

Rabbits don't like changes, they're preservative and insecure. And also pessimistic.

Photo not taken by me. Just found it on Google ;) Isn't he/she cute >w<?

I don't have pictures of my own rabbits on this computer :( bummer...

Enjoy your day, meal and whatever you may do! I... have to study for a Maths test =-= and hopefully I don't eat too much...

xxoo