School starting again...

FML. School is starting again tomorrow =( Vacation was waaaaaaaaaaaaay too short... OK, I had to get my books from school last week already. But tomorrow we're officially starting school (though they were nice enough to skip the first 2 periods. So no school till after 9.55 then the terror begins)

Boo I had to carry 20 (or 23) books on my bicycle back home =( Heavy stuff... And I almost fell off my bicycle >_<"

FML!

Today we had to get our schedule. Turns out on Monday I have to stay at school till 17.00 O_o unless it's changed. Boo Boo Boo #$%@* school.

I'm going to end this short post. I don't feel like doing a lot (probably that time again, causing me to eat non-stop, putting on lots of weight... argh, tomorrow I have to control myself)

Tonight I'll relax (or not? Maybe I should workout >_<) I won't go to bed early xd lol, don't feel like going early. I need to stop rambling like this...

xoxo

On Hiatus again...

I'm sorry, that I haven't been blogging in weeks again >_< I'm SO BAD. Making it even worse I'm also having my real, official vacation now so I won't be able to blog either... For another 4 WEEKS O_o Say whut! Yeah, I'm telling the truth. I'm sorry that I'm such a bad blogger, it's just that I've been so lazy these days (even lazier than before... probably because school's over and I'm school-free for 6 weeks =D OH YEAH) =-=

I promise when I get back I will try to blog every day (OK, maybe I'm making promises I can never keep =(). But when I get back I also have to go job hunting, I NEED MONEY (I feel spoiled using dad's money, so I should start re-paying "debts")

I also have to practice music again, more often, hardcore way (1 hr minimum. =)) and I also have lotsa ideas to blog about,,, not to forget I also need to try and lose weight again (probably going to gain all the weight I lost over the past months/weeks (even though it has been going up and down) =-= awh,,, so scared to weigh myself when I get back (even though weight doesn't matter "that" much, as long as you look good, but I don't look good and my weight sucks so...) Yeah... I'll do a Good update when I get back and have more time to blog away >_<

xx

Bonus picture: Ugly webcam pic Arrr,,, not photogenic at all *sigh*

Have a nice vacation everyone! Stay well =)

Random picture update (new haircut, blabber)

Hey guys, no time no blog =( I've been very ultimately absolutely extremely busy >_< bear with me! I don't know what to update, I don't really have time to really write a review >_< so I'll just blabber away in depression~ because I have test week...

*sigh* I'm tired... Stayed up way too long studying for my Biology test and the day before yesterday as well, for my French test... Oh gosh, I need to organise. My room is a mess, need to clean that up this weekend maybe..? Which reminds me,,, this weekend is Easter =) Yay, Monday I have the day off...

Anyway,,, Just some pictures to fill in the empty space. Ah which reminds me,, (again xd?) I cut my hair =) like... finally. I'm so glad I lost some of its length, because it really started to get too long and we all know long hair does need care and sometimes I'm just too lazy or in a hurry and I don't have time to care for my hair O.O (long sentence) so yeah... enjoy pics..? Though I'm far from begin photogenic and have an evil demonic smile that doesn't look cute at all (>_<)

So this was before... as you can see it is.. shapeless, frizzy and way too long (bangs,,, can't see they're bangs)

And this is the result. I would've wanted my hairdresser to cut more layers... but I think she was in a hurry and my hair already was such a pain in the bum (all tangled...) so yeah... bummer no layers, because layers do "lighten" the weight of your hair right? Correct me? Anyway, my hair is way too heavy, so maybe layers could help..?

So I've kinda failed on blogging lately... I'm a huge procrastinator and I kept telling myself: "now I'll blog" and then I do something else and many other things suddenly come up >.< Can't manage. How the hell can people manage,,, teach me! I had so many tests for the last weeks. And if it wasn't a test it was homework T-T I still had to catch up after. 

Time to finish this post... let's end it with a pic, taken with the Jane Norman hat from my last haul 

Evill...! 

Take care~! and I need to study again T-T

xoxo Thanks for anyone out there who's supporting me~! (Is there anyone xd lol)

quick random update!

Boo~ For my feeling it's been so long ago since I last updated,,, I can barely remember. (but that could also mean I have a bad memory~ or my lack of sleep)


So... I've been meaning to update already for a couple of days. But I'm lazy... So frigging lazy :') All I did was hang around on the couch, or do workouts, which didn't do a lot for my feeling... because....


I think it's because of the lack of sleep, but I've been eating a lot. And I really mean A LOT! Insanely much... Bad~ I always feel bad after eating so much, not only like: GAH I ate too much, but even my tummy keeps telling me I ate too much >.<


I really think it's because of the lack of sleep (or I just need something to blame =-=) but I'm so tired lately :( Need to sleep more. But I'm a crazy person, I still get up early to go for a run on a couple of days. It's just the feeling satisfaction after a run, I think...


I made pictures today of another OOTD. But they're still on the card and I haven't transferred them to my laptop yet... I think I'll do tomorrow, hopefully, if I won't crash down on the couch totally exhausted.


OK, I'm really bad~ I still need to do homework =-= suckiee,,, and I want to workout... Stupid eating habits...


Boo~ I'm so impatient, but I think I have to wait a long long time before I lose fat... Maybe I'll never lose them~ (demotivation >-<)


Oh and btw, Happy Belated V-day! Hope the girls with bf's enjoyed their time together and the singles out there indulged themselves with ice cream (like me :$ no wonder I keep gaining fat)


Because it would be such a boring post if it would only be text, I'll add a "fun" picture, quickly taken with the webcam~ so expect BAD quality,,, tehe~

This picture is actually so wrong, why would you READ a maths book xd Silly me~

xoxo

PS. Sorry if I jump from one subject to the other, it's just how I am, I write about the things that are on my mind ;)

Sale at YesStyle

Yeah, there are sales again at YesStyle. No I'm not trying to advertise (forreal at least) for them, just so you know. I love sales :3 Not sure if I'm going to buy stuff, poor daddy's wallet will cry if I do >.< maybe...

But I will make a wishlist, so I can look at it and think, gosh I wanna have that. And with a bit of luck I'll buy something.

They usually do have things on sale throughout the year, but they say it's a winter clearance now! Yeah :3

Kinda useless post I think... Sorry! But I've been trying to study History, or better said I actually had the whole afternoon off but ended up watching Fated to Love you and House... lol so me...

Anyway, I will study seriously now!

xx

PS. I'm going to try and run in the morning, for a couple of days, not every day though. Sure I won't keep up if I had to every day. But yeah... I want to burn fat >.< they say you burn more in the morning. Will I succeed...?

Quick Update!

I'm not on my own laptop at the minute so I can't post any pictures or anything (OOTD or so)

I've been getting tests every week. Every weekend I feel deadly tired. And I just want to sleep. On top of that I caught a cold on Friday :( I've been sniffing, coughing and sneezing around the house. And sometimes my congested nose gives me a headache... I guess the an epidemic is going around.

But... I have a sudden urge to knit a sweater, or it's just the feeling of wanting to have a cute oversized sweater. If I start knitting a sweater, I'd most probably leave it and never finish it, knowing me.

Something like this, only not with all the holes ;)

Yesterday I've been reading a book for almost the whole day. The Hunger Games is the name. The book was so exciting! But I'm not satisfied with the ending and I want more! (2 books left $-$) I read it in Dutch but I really want to read it in English. Will be good for my language :3 But anyway, the book was AWESOME! (so awesome I couldn't stop reading and finished it in 1 day :))

My quickie update will end here... I have a biology test on Thursday, so to prepare myself well, I won't write anything on Wednesday, probably pre-written stuff... hopefully.? Or maybe something I've pre-written but still have to attach pictures to *wink* *wink* Stay tuned!

xoxo Don't catch a cold there!

Friday/Saturday Blabber

Yes, it's weekend time again~ Yeeah =) my time to relax again. Something I really need.

Today began a bit bad, I overslept for like 8 min. and I still had to take a shower and all the other things, total STRESS. In my rush I forgot to check my mobile phone and I didn't see my friend actually text messaged me, which caused me to wait for quite a while =( and it was -3 C... It wasn't really cold, especially because when I finally left it was quite late, so I figured I should bike in turbo-mode, which made me warm =)

Not to forget I had quite the terror because I had a Chemistry test today, but I forgot my book in my locker so I couldn't study, yesterday... Stress at school...

Boo, my day was so stressful. I can't stand stressful days >.< not my thing...

Tomorrow I'll post an OOTD, probably... and I want to do more internet finding things... I'm depressed because I haven't surfed on the internet that much lately, damn those tests every single week and that mountain of homework. Screw you!

On the other hand, I've been faithfully exercising every day =) I don't know if I actually lost weight because my digital scale ran out of batteries =-= but the funny thing I discovered was. My waist in the morning was 62 cm and at night after all the eating it's 67 cm O.O It could be just because I ate a bit more than normal on that day, but.. difference is quite big, for my feeling.

There's an epidemic flu going around right now and I think I'm catching a cold here! =( Hopefully I won't be sick, otherwise I'll miss tests which is something I don't want to do in my free time.

I really want to keep updating, and I must seem like an idiot xd because I get excited over the most stupid things (but usually get depressed right after the excitement) but yeah... I don't know if I should really set my blog as my first priority =-= *thinks hard* I sometimes feel like useless since I only have few visitors (which could be just because of me :') my writing style sucks or I don't promote myself that well) but when I don't post anything I feel like I "abandon" those few ones out there (even though they're not even regular visitors O.O I'm really an idiot :'))

Anyway, if my inspiration lets me I'll make more interesting posts, but I do kinda like just blabbering around talking about random things xd, that's just me. Writing is more easily for me than talking ;)

xx

Don't catch a cold! And take good care of yourself ! ;)

Update on my "resolutions" (:

You wanna know how "well" I'm sticking to my resolutions? A quickie update here!

Keeping up with the posting every day. Well, I think this one is actually quite good, I have been updating almost daily and the only thing is most of the time I don't have very interesting things I talk about~ boo, I feel bad if I buy many stuff which I can review or clothes to show off.

Going to bed on time, and get 8 hours of sleep. This one is quite a fail :( unfortunately, and I must say, I'm TIRED... I barely get 7 hours of sleep :/ really bad, because I haven't been drinking coffee as well :/ which could be really helpful.

Losing weight/fat. I must say, the first weeks I was really excited (as usual) and the last couple of weeks have been really bad. But maybe it's time for that again...? That's why I have an urge to eat all the time, even when I'm not hungry and even when I've already eaten way too much (I love Oreo's :3). Also, since a few weeks I've been trying MyFitnessPal app on my Itouch (thanks to SecretLifeOfABionerd, great tip) but since I eat so much, it's really depressing to count my calories and see I'm way over my limit =-=...

Exercise everyday. I'm quite content with this one :3 I've been keeping up pretty well.  20 min. on school days 1h in the weekend. I even run longer (sometimes) on school days :D yeah!

Apply sunscreen every day. Meeh, since I haven't really got a good sunscreen (only sunscreen meant for your body, but it's too oily and besides my skin's already very oily) I won't apply it, because it'll my skin out.

Sewing clothes/being crafty, I don't have time :( unless I have vacation I can't do many things besides feeling exhausted, doing homework and keeping up with all the posting.

Slack off... Big HMMM... This one is quite a failure... Instead of slacking off, I keep doing less homework O.O I KNOW, I have to improve... but not now. After this week I will improve

I'll really try to work on it! Gambatte, you guys will work together with me on your great, good resolutions? I thought by writing this it could motivate me again...? Let's hope (:

Today it snowed again :( luckily not for a very long time. One girl in my class was like: "Damn, damn, damn! It's snowing again!" and my Chemistry Teacher was like: "Well, duh! It's winter!" =-= such a "smartass" 

I'm probably going to go shopping tomorrow, I may find some nice things :3. Otherwise I'll do some window shopping :( but I'll bring my camera with me :)

I know it's bad to starve yourself, and I'm not encouraging you to do it, but I already know I'm going to eat so much stuff tomorrow (we're going out to eat at a restaurant :3) and I've already eaten so much today and the day before etc :( boo~ I'm bad... I don't dare to stand on my scale O.O

I'm cuddling up with a fleece blanket :3 I look tired like hell~

~~~~~ xxx

Random blabber~ gross stuff

Yes, another random one. Since I have so many things I want to share.

Guess when it started pouring? Guess who had to bike through the pouring rain? Yes, ME! Again... but this one was pretty bad. It rained so hard. My eyes were hurting (I was wearing contact lenses) >.<

The leggings I wore, were completely wet, dark, sticky and I had a hard time taking off my leggings. I wanted to make pictures so you could see how terrorised I was... and yes I was also wearing mascara. It was a waterproof one, but I guess not even waterproof is able to withstand such a pouring rain... =-= yeah. But the thing that amazed me was, it didn't smear out in stripes, whatever, you know, a big black area underneath your eyes,,, but there were those small "grains" underneath...? This was my Max Factor Lash Extension, I wanted to make pictures of it, so you could actually see it, but the moment I got home I took a shower and put on some clean, dry clothes. And then I ate something xd lol.

Another "adventure" of me, today. You know what I did today...? Psst, you have to click, since it may be considered as "shocking" to some of you fellas ;). You got the balls and you'll click!

Tip if you're not the sporty type and randomness~

I have tip for you guys out there that aren't really the active type (like me >.<) and are too lazy to go to the gym or so (all referring to me >.<)

When you want to be active, it doesn't necessarily have to be outside, or something outside your door. You can also do it inside ;) (why be picky and pay money if you can also be low budget and stay inside) I'd say, just do it at home! (Though if you live in an apartment it would be pretty annoying because I think the people living below you would get annoyed like hell)

And because I don't like to waste time doing nothing or staring at nothing (while you're "running") the thing I do is: watch anime =D but you could also watch other series or watch TV and I promise you, you won't be bored! (if you watch something interesting)

It's cheap (you only pay for the electricity) and less boring than just running around or going to the gym. 'Cause now you have something to watch =D

The only "problem" would be your motivation. You have to be motivated to start, if you don't start... well, nothing will happen (ok, that sounded stupid)

Get sporty!! And get rid of all those extra Christmas kilos >-<

Another thing, I think I'm gonna add one new resolution: Cleaning my hair brush more often. This has been something I've been trying to do more often. But I just keep forgetting it after a while. And then it gets dirtier, and dirtier. 'Til I get to the point it's REALLY dirty, that's when I start cleaning, but usually I'm also demotivated for that, because it'll take "some time" before it's clean again. And it's never 100% clean. I don't know it there's some kind of "method" to make your brush really nice and clean, if there is, tell me!

I'm gonna have to write something for Extra English now... *big sigh* I don't have any inspiration for that :( (though I did have some, 'cause I was able to write a post >.<) I wanna sleep~ it's like 22.43 and I have to get up at 6.30 O.O

I get the feeling I'm only writing random articles >.< that are kinda boring O.o

xoxo

Lack of posting

So, I've skipped some days >.< I feel kinda guilty. I'm not usually the one to break promises so, I do feel guilty when I break ones. But I can explain myself >.< Lame excuses...

I've been playing games too much >.< no I'm not a game addict. Just recently I've been back "into" playing Goemon (on Nintendo 64, old thing xD) and after a day of playing (me and my sister already reached a certain level, only thing was that we couldn't complete it, because we weren't good enough) we finally reached the end >.< after all the hard work. And god, that made me feel good, lol. But now I'm tired like hell and I feel like going to bed. I know I can't leave that few visitors I have so I will finish this post.

(the perpetrator! xd)

After this I do hope to keep posting everyday and if I really must I have to pre-write in the weekends. Or sleep less.

So have to get crackin' today, after I had my 8 hours of sleep.

I really want to thank the few visitors I have had. Even though I don't know if those are people that keep returning or just new people who randomly find me.

But if you check my blog regularly. THANK YOU! Really from the bottom of my heart, and I'm not a liar so believe me ;)

xoxo

Cute hat and other blabber

So... I actually wanted to make a post about Max Factor Las Extension mascara. But then dad's camera run out of battery and I couldn't make any pictures of the swatches. >.< had to take so many photos, and neither of them worked out. It's really hard to work with a camera and make good close-up photos of you eyes, especially if you want to focus on you eyelashes. But other than that. Look at this:

Isn't the hat cute~ the strawberries. If it was without the strawberries it would just be normal. There's also a brown, pink and black version of this hat. But as far as I've seen, they only have this white one and a pink one at YesStyle. 

I'm a fan of things with print. I have a lot of t-shirts with print, which I always wear underneath a vest or cardigan, makes it just a bit nicer instead of just a plain white or purple top or so. 

Moving on again... with a question. Do you guys like winter? Hehe, yeah, again... my complaints about WINTER. OMG, if it's just cold, it's survivable. But if it's "cycling on ice" it's annoying, depressing and demotivating. Who wants to go to school with the idea that before you reach school you have to try and cycle without falling and crashing, whatever. It's so tiring, and usually I just start walking, just to be sure I won't fall, but it's not like walking is that safe either, I should have ice skates, would make my life a lot easier in winter. >.<. But luckily, the weather forecaster says that it'll be +9 C in the weekend. =D Yay, let's melt away the ice. 

I'm sorry for a boring post again, I really want to try some things, review things, but since the camera kinda died on me, I can't yet and tomorrow I won't have time to take pictures >.< (and mobile phone pictures are not acceptable for me,,, since you can hardly see my lashes :'))

I shall see what my cupboard contains and all, and if there is stuff that I can review >.< but I don't expect much. 

Maybe reviewing a lipgloss would be a lot easier, my lips are more visible than my lashes ... 

xoxo stay warm and I'm sorry if this is a boring post, again...

Things you should be expecting~ and some random talk

Tomorrow school is starting again *big sigh*. Let's get crackin' with all those marks I'll be getting back, especially Geography, I almost gambled EVERY question, and it wasn't multiple choice =-= fail...

But, since school is starting again, OOTD will be coming up, because in vacations I only wear like jogging pants and a sweater (not very fashionable, but it's not like I have to go out in the vacations ;))

Also, more NOTD, since I'll be polishing my nails every week again, if I'm not getting lazy >.<

I hope I will keep posting every day, otherwise I'll just have to write posts in weekends and then post them on the day itself, or automatic posts. Because, I also have a life. Everybody has a life. I always think: "Don't criticise people when you know nothing." (cliché) 

I also hope to review some stuff, but I don't have many stuff. I do have body lotions and all, but I don't know what to write about them.

I did recently buy a new mascara from L'ORÉAL PARIS, but I'll have to finish another one first before I open a new one (hehe, I'm really strict in this xd). And since I haven't found out how I make pictures of my lashes, I can't review it yet, with good pictures and so on. 

Maybe there'll be a haul coming up, I want to buy clothes from YesStyle, not sure yet, but we'll see.

Or if I have enough time and work hard, there'll be a post about my new circle scarf I'm making at the moment. Too bad the vacation's over, less time to get all crafty :(

I'm sorry for this boring post, but at the moment I couldn't think of anything to write >.< shame on me, I know.

I have to get crackin' now, do homework, repair my bag, and get crocheting? So busy... (and yes I know, I'm not the only one and shouldn't be complaining >.<)

xoxo

Ninja fail!

My NINJA fail!!

GAWWRR RAWWRR! ATTACK!!

(this is what I mean with random :3)